Posted by: cynthiaho | February 9, 2010

dance

It is really sad that no dancing class again for this week. How should I release my stress then??

Don’t know since when, weekly dancing class had become something I am looking forward to. Even though sometimes my teacher could be really demanding, but using my brain to learn the steps, the posture, following the beat of music, help me to really leave my 1000 troubles and problems aside.

I used to think that I prefer quietness, less mobile and less gesture. And I started to realise that I love dancing only when I start to pick up dancing. It’s true that if you never try, you will never know.

Have been trying to influence my friends and colleagues to join me with this hobby, but most of them will give me a weird look and ask me: “Learn dancing for what?” Hehe…. true.. I have no answer, I just know that I love it.

Really hope that I can continue to dance for years ahead, and let it be part of my life.

Posted by: cynthiaho | February 8, 2010

THE TABLECLOTH

Quoted from a forwarded email..

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Beautiful story… makes you understand that things happen for a reason

The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn, arrived in early October excited about their opportunities when they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve.

They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc, and on December 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On December 19 a terrible tempest – a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days.

On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sank when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 20 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high.

The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else to do but postponethe Christmas Eve service, headed home. On the way he noticed that a local business was having a flea market type sale for charity so he stopped in.

One of the items was a very beautiful, handmade, ivory colored, crocheted tablecloth with exquisite work, fine colors and a Cross embroidered right in the center. It was just the right size to cover up the hole in the front wall. He bought it and headed back to the church.

By this time it had started to snow. An older woman running from the opposite direction was trying to catch the bus. She missed it. The pastor invited her to wait in the warm church for the next bus 45 minutes later.

She sat in a pew and paid no attention to the pastor while he got a ladder, hangers, etc., to put up the tablecloth as a wall tapestry. The pastor could hardly believe how beautiful it looked and it covered up the entire problem area.

Then he noticed the woman walking down the center aisle. Her face was like a sheet, ‘Pastor,’ she asked, ‘where did you get that tablecloth?’ The pastor explained. The woman asked him to check the lower right corner to see if the initials, EBG were crocheted into it there. They were. These were the initials of the woman, and she had made this tablecloth 35 years before, in Austria.

The woman could hardly believe it as the pastor told how he had just gotten the Tablecloth. The woman explained that before the war she and her husband were well-to-do people in Austria .

When the Nazis came, she was forced to leave. Her husband was going to follow her the next week. He was captured, sent to prison and never saw her husband or her home again.

The pastor wanted to give her the tablecloth; but she made the pastor keep it for the church. The pastor insisted on driving her home, that was the least he could do. She lived on the other side of Staten Island and was only in Brooklyn for the day for a house-cleaning job.

What a wonderful service they had on Christmas Eve. The church was almost full. The music and the spirit were great. At the end of the service, the pastor and his wife greeted everyone at the door and many said that they would return.

One older man, whom the pastor recognized from the neighborhood continued to sit in one of the pews and stare, and the pastor wondered why he wasn’t leaving.

The man asked him where he got the tablecloth on the front wall because it was identical to one that his wife had made years ago when they lived in Austria before the war and how could there be two tablecloths so much alike.

He told the pastor how the Nazis came, how he forced his wife to flee for her safety and he was supposed to follow her, but he was arrested and put in a prison. He never saw his wife or his home again all the 35 years in between.

The pastor asked him if he would allow him to take him for a little ride. They drove to Staten Island and to the same house where the pastor had taken the woman three days earlier

He helped the man climb the three flights of stairs to the woman’s apartment, knocked on the door and he saw the greatest Christmas reunion he could ever imagine.

True Story – submitted by Pastor Rob Reid – Who says God does not work in mysterious ways?

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Yes, things happen for a reason.

One of my favourite bible verse:
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. [Romans 8:28]

There must be a reason of all the struggles and unlovely things in our lives. And God is working hard to mould us into the shape that resembles Him.

Constantly look positively on things happen on us, and one day we will know why God allows such a thing to happen.

Live according to His teaching, is the wisdom of life, which means you might need to let go of your self-centered nature.

It might still look blurr at this moment, but it will turn out to be crystal clear when you had learned your lesson.

God, thanks for the answer. Holy spirit, thanks for enlightening.

=)

Posted by: cynthiaho | February 8, 2010

灰色的夜晚

爵士音乐给我的感觉是很漂浮的,灰灰的。。听着Olivia Ong的LOVE,让我想起了孤单,让我沉浸在自己心中那不很正面的思想中。

很多事情都还没有着落。真的,我是会彷徨的。很多的无奈。我又能够怎样呢?

顺其自然吗?还是我能够怎样做呢?

很怕自己处理得不好。更怕自己的心出卖了自己。

如果可以,我真的很想捡容易的做。可是又很怕自己的退而求其次会让自己遗憾。

这从来就不是一条容易的路。

求主赐我智慧,让我能够晓得怎么抉择。

Posted by: cynthiaho | February 5, 2010

感冒后续

两天前post了上一个感冒的post后,我的病竟然突然慢慢痊愈了!果然,看了医生就会好。但是基本上医生开的药我还是原封不动地放在抽屉里,也没有要吃的意思。不吃药,为什么看医生?嗯。。其实这个问题我也没有答案。钦就说我“看医生”的这个动作根本是多余且没有意义的。因为医生开的药不吃,医生给了MC又不拿MC。

不吃西药是我妈妈的第一原则。所以从很久以前起,我生病就是让它自然好的。所以久而久之我就发现到,感冒等小病,病到了一定时候,它就会自然好起来。当然为了减轻痛苦,在生病的时候,我会严守所有的规条:多休息,多喝水,多吃保健食品(基本上我家形形色色的保健食品多得不胜枚举),油腻煎炸、热性食物一概不可碰,多喝鲜果汁补充Vitamin C,如果可以还要运动运动。

所以,生病时就是很好锻炼身体免疫力的时候。如果吃了西药,病是会好,可是,人的免疫能力就弱了。反而病毒的攻击能力和对药物的抵御能力就加强了。

我对感冒还是有些研究的。。呵呵。。

Posted by: cynthiaho | February 3, 2010

感冒

彻底被感冒征服。

由上星期六起到今天,5天了。本来sore throat,发展成running nose。好个顺理成章。

上一次的感冒应该是1年前了。自我开始学跳舞至今,今天是我第一次因为生病而skip class的。好难过哦。

刚刚耐不住了,去看了医生。嗯,通常当我忍无可忍而去看医生的时候,都应该是差不多康复的时候了。

快快病好啊,要过年了。

Posted by: cynthiaho | January 30, 2010

在公司。

旧的台词:没有mood。

昨天点货,惊险万分。今天惊险延续。还打了小败仗。

惊险一:create on hand mistake noted. 这是AX system的technical language.要解释的话,必须上课。总之,下了我一身冷汗。然后call给师父求救,还好问题出在我的log in ID,当师父用他的ID来create时,没有问题。感谢主。不然的话,可能会整个stock count failed. 高科技下出的问题令人更措手不及。

惊险二:20个warehouse中,那个最大间,存货量最大的,平时没什么大问题的warehouse,敢敢count出个500千的variance。哇。。差点没有被吓晕。。原本以为一天可以搞定的stock count,也被迫延至今天,好让他们有多一点的时间check过。还好,刚刚和负责人谈过,他们发现有一批特别贵的货漏点。所以才会有那么大的variance。感谢主。。刚刚generate report出来,variance已下至40千。然后他们还在继续查明真相,希望能有好消息。

小败仗:我的身体咯!经不起几天几夜来的迟睡,竟然稍感不适!不过在我努力抢救的结果下,现在的感觉好多了。据我多年经验,我必须在感冒来袭前将我的sore throat治愈,已避免那一连串感冒的症状发生。

感谢主啦。。我还可以很有雅兴地在这里吐苦水。希望他们快快做好,我能够快快收工啦!

Posted by: cynthiaho | January 29, 2010

搭不上

今天真好笑。。我电话的sim card出了一点问题,搞到钦因为要联络我而call到公司来找我。。接到了他的电话的一刹那,我还搞不清楚电话另一端是谁。。只听到电话里的人说:“是我啊”。我一时间没有听出,就问:“har,你是谁?”钦这时才说:“宝贝,是我啦!”然后我呆了5秒钟才回过神来说:“哦!”

呵呵。。公司的电话和钦之间太搭不上了。。搞到我傻傻地搞不清楚状况。。在公司电话里听到有人叫我宝贝。。吓我一跳。。 :”>

Posted by: cynthiaho | January 28, 2010

是我的力量,是我的神

心情烦躁。。奇怪。。明明已是佳节时分,可是却没有mood。。当mood要down时,是可以有100000000个理由。。

唉。。很想大声疾呼。

明天又要stockcount,下星期又是 account closing。没完没了的cycle。 我已开始有closing blue了。有点不对劲。。

忙碌地工作,盲目的工作。。

一句圣经节:
我的心哪,为何在我里面忧闷?应当仰望神,因祂笑脸帮助我,我还要称颂祂。

一首诗歌:
我的心哪,你为何忧闷?为何在我里面烦躁?
当仰望神,
因祂笑脸帮助我们 (3x)
是我的力量,是我的神。

Posted by: cynthiaho | January 25, 2010

忆难忘

上星期六出席了老朋友静柔的婚礼。。嗯。。说也奇怪,我们这一gang,她是第一个成婚的。。人说物以类积,人以群分,这话应该就是这么解。。。通通不是晚婚,就是抱不婚主义。。搞到我每次看别人在婚礼上都请了一大堆老朋友出席就好羡慕,而我们的gang,久久才有机会这样的来gather一下。。

看见一个个熟悉的脸空,真的很亲切。。想当年,我们可以说每一天都混在一起。。连在班上,也都坐两隔壁。。放学后又一起补习。。考试一起拼书。。天天疯疯癫癫的。。坐街边聊天也可以很过瘾。。

真的很怀念中学的时光。。这一群死党让我体会什么是朋友间的疼爱、接纳与付出。。 所以咯。。钦老是纳闷我为什么跟这群人那么好,甚至骂我重友轻色。。其实我也是很不明白的。。呵呵。。可能就是因为他/她们就是陪伴我成长,重要的一群吧!

农历新年又可以见到他们了。。不知自何时开始,我的大年初一都是他们的。。开心 ^^ 。。。。。

Posted by: cynthiaho | January 19, 2010

加油

人世间变幻无常,今日不知明日事,故一定要花时间建立与神与人的关系,让生命更有价值。

如果可以,生气时不要气太久,而要快快地原谅,因为不饶恕会破坏彼此间的关系;不要嫌亲人对自己的要求麻烦,务必尽力而为,因我不可能会永远在他们身边;要竭尽所能地让身边的人认识上帝,因为认识上帝是一生最美的祝福,更是给他们最好的礼物。。。

如果哪一天我回到上帝那里去了,盼望我能够留下美好的回忆给爱我和我爱的每一个人。

欣薇,要加油!求主帮助我。

2010年宗旨:
1)与上帝、家人的关系更亲密。
2)愿意付出但不是盲目的事奉。
3)帮助身边的人认识上帝。

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